I also got actual colourless blender pencils

it is a new day

🎉 Happy New Years, brethren!! 🎉

hello :D

I'm here and officially an NG supporter!! (that was actually technically one of my christmas gifts, I couldn't help myself it's like literally the least I could do)

I'm so happy that I can be here with you guys! sharing not just the same site but the same earth is so crazy, isn't it? I mean what're the chances that you're here reading this right now? I don't know but honestly another part of me just doesn't care! because we made it through another fuckin' year, fellas!

I may be absolutely godawful with words and say way too much all at once but from the bottom of my heart I would just like to say:

I'm proud of you for making it. I'm happy you're here.

I'm sorry if it comes off as pretentious or ingenuine at all but every day is such a damn hassle that I feel like at least someone out there deserves to be recognized, even if it's just for being alive

we can hope to god this year will be different from the last, we can hope to god life will go easier on us, but even if we want to launch ourselves from the rafters like a goddamn missile in the middle of january I need you to stay strong ok? don't you tap out on me, we have shit to do

if anything please just try to be kind to yourselves here, alright? at least for the beginning of the year, then we can go back to hating ourselves

rest well now :> I hope see you soon

Decided to do some doodling today!! not really suitable for a post all on itself so I'll just put it here :P

I'm pretty happy with how this one came out especially, I like the expression :>

I dunno I thought I had a cute outfit going on like a week back and decided to draw it and thought it came out well :'D

rated T because that is not a shoulder strap that is a part of my bra actually the sweater hangs off my shoulder sometimes so it just does that

hey homies I'm back

so my banner is no longer a shitpost, I mean, "create losers" was a wonderful little tidbit of knowledge from Inspirobot sure however I do like to believe we've grown past that stage in our Newgrounds Relationship and now I can happily say that every part of my profile I am content with and is of my own art (if you didn't know my last pfp was a little headshot of my sona made by the beloved @wafffle-iron, used with permission of course!)

and now I'm tryna get back into the ~creative groove~ so to speak so wish me luck! I love you!❤️

my son Creature says hi btw

well guys I can now fully say I've read the entirety of the TF2 comic series as of 2022

The good thing? I finally got to it and I can happily say I'm very much in love with this world and its characters

The bad thing? I've come to a terrifying realization,,

((and a Ms. Pauling because my sis really likes her)

(butlikeseriouslycheckouttheTF2comicifyouhaven'talreadyyoucanfinditrighthereofficiallyforfree)

eheheheh she just like me fr she just like me she jUST LIKE ME-

yeah no they came out alright but I feel like I could've done a lot better, I posted them to Twitter like half a month ago but forgot to upload them here sorry homies :<

also here's a Rainbow 2.0 for good measure okluvyu

and then I got stuck and lost all motivation,,

yeah I thought it was going to be really fun project and it'd be kinda like a tribute because I really love Mr. Combs' work??

and perhaps someday I'll find motivation again and get back to it, but for now?

here's the one I'm most proud of, it's a redraw from the movie "From Beyond" which from what I can tell is about cosmic body horror and sexual frustration-

this poor lad goes through some stuff, Dr. Tillinghast

I mean I still gotta watch the whole thing, I've only really seen clips of it but from what I can tell he gets into some trouble

and well I made another one with a screenshot from Bride of Re-Animator but uhhh

uhhhhh yeah,,

t o e s

and the more I look at it the less I enjoy it-

hopefully some of y'all like it tho, I thought a blog post would be more appropriate for this since it can technically be seen as unfinished?? that and you kinda need the references to understand the pictures and in an art post I think it'd probably not work as well with the format?

but I still wanted to post these, thank you for bothering to read any of this if you did :>

It's been fAR too hot over where I live and so I've been finding it hard to stay motivated and draw

but it is because of this that I decided to go to my friends and tell them to suggest to me various curSed emojis to turn myself into as a way to test out expressions

people always say that doodles help hone your skills even if it's just one a day, right?

a'iGHT LET'S GOOOOOO

(this one has two versions, whoops-a-doodles-)

THIS TEST HAS BEEN A WONDERFUL SUCCESS AND I FEEL MUCH BETTER ABOUT NOT DRAWING AS MUCH AS I SHOULD.

If the formatting on this is weird tho just go here to my tweet where I showed off the exact same thing

it kinda looks neater??

I've been having fun with making reply images on Twitter :>

the hug one I could just use anytime tho <3