🎉 Happy New Years, brethren!! 🎉

hello :D

I'm here and officially an NG supporter!! (that was actually technically one of my christmas gifts, I couldn't help myself it's like literally the least I could do)

I'm so happy that I can be here with you guys! sharing not just the same site but the same earth is so crazy, isn't it? I mean what're the chances that you're here reading this right now? I don't know but honestly another part of me just doesn't care! because we made it through another fuckin' year, fellas!

I may be absolutely godawful with words and say way too much all at once but from the bottom of my heart I would just like to say:

I'm proud of you for making it. I'm happy you're here.

I'm sorry if it comes off as pretentious or ingenuine at all but every day is such a damn hassle that I feel like at least someone out there deserves to be recognized, even if it's just for being alive

we can hope to god this year will be different from the last, we can hope to god life will go easier on us, but even if we want to launch ourselves from the rafters like a goddamn missile in the middle of january I need you to stay strong ok? don't you tap out on me, we have shit to do

if anything please just try to be kind to yourselves here, alright? at least for the beginning of the year, then we can go back to hating ourselves

rest well now :> I hope see you soon